my love <3

Hey wats up? guess what? well, lately i have been kind of sad ;( sometimes im just not sure why, then again, sometimes i do. i haven hung out with my friends much lately. the only friend i have seen lately i hales. (which was 3 weeks ago) we went to the other town txt to mine. the other town isn't the best. ( lets put it that way) we only went there because thats where her bf lives ( by the way i hate him. he is soooo mean to me. o n i think he abuses hales.) but i hated it. n the other worse part is, i haven't seen my crush at ALL lately. i hope he is not causing my sadness. because i no i am a stronger person than that. (i hope) well now that i think of it, i think it is that. i haven seen my crush since, september, now i probably wont see him til may ;( if any one has any advice, PLEASE give me some i can use it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!